How I feel 

Isn’t it a sad realisation, when you sit still for one moment in your own collective thoughts and realise that the world ticks by whether you choose to take part or to let it fly by. Without a choice things still go on and still go bye, might even end up leaving you behind. Spend so much time trying to find a solution to finding a way to live, to just breathe, without feeling like you’re constantly left behind. Never completely in touch with anyone, never really connected. 

Feeling sick to my stomach with indecision, but knowing in my heart that maybe it is time to leave. I don’t want to leave, just for the pure fact that I don’t want to be forgotten, but I’m not an anybody here, I’m just an invisible float and I’m tired of being invisible. I want something in life, a connection maybe, a sense of belonging. I have that with my four legged friend but I can’t seem to figure of how it could be a possibility to fly and travel with him. 

Solo life

This entry was posted in blog, Uncategorized and tagged , , . Bookmark the permalink.

2 Responses to How I feel 

  1. yazzeus says:

    This is so relatable. It makes me so sad that you feel that way. It was beautiful written though. I hope you find that here..


Leave a Reply

Fill in your details below or click an icon to log in: Logo

You are commenting using your account. Log Out /  Change )

Google+ photo

You are commenting using your Google+ account. Log Out /  Change )

Twitter picture

You are commenting using your Twitter account. Log Out /  Change )

Facebook photo

You are commenting using your Facebook account. Log Out /  Change )

Connecting to %s