Isn’t it a sad realisation, when you sit still for one moment in your own collective thoughts and realise that the world ticks by whether you choose to take part or to let it fly by. Without a choice things still go on and still go bye, might even end up leaving you behind. Spend so much time trying to find a solution to finding a way to live, to just breathe, without feeling like you’re constantly left behind. Never completely in touch with anyone, never really connected.
Feeling sick to my stomach with indecision, but knowing in my heart that maybe it is time to leave. I don’t want to leave, just for the pure fact that I don’t want to be forgotten, but I’m not an anybody here, I’m just an invisible float and I’m tired of being invisible. I want something in life, a connection maybe, a sense of belonging. I have that with my four legged friend but I can’t seem to figure of how it could be a possibility to fly and travel with him.